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Name: Jami
Birthday: 4/29/1990
Gender: Female


Interests: figure skating, color guard, writing, photography, reading, dance, ducttape, acting, drawing, painting, etc.
Expertise: uh, i'm good at stuff? jk, probably figure skating, color guard, and writing
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 5/12/2004

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

less than a week now til i leave...i'm so excited, but i must admit i'm a little scared. i need to do this tho, for myself. the challenge and the new experiences 'll b good for me. i always do the safe thing, it's time to change that. all my stuff's packed, ready and waiting to b loaded into the car, and monday morning i have the 2 hour drive to stevenson school. pebble beach, here i come, ready or not...


Monday, August 15, 2005

i am who i am, and it's not gonna change, so take me the way i am, and get over it. i'm sry i'm not some tall blonde stick of a thing! i guess i picked the wrong parents, so it's all fair for all of fucking shallow assholes out there to consider me nothing cuz of it!!!!!!!!!!!! get over urselves, we all come in different shapes and sizes, and juss cuz i'm not beautiful or hot like every other girl, i sure as hell am a lot better than most of them where it counts!!!!!!!! y don't u all juss get the fuck out of my lives!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Sunday, August 07, 2005

phoenixshinoda (11:47:26 AM): here in this diary
phoenixshinoda (11:47:34 AM): i write you visions of my summer
Scarlettears429 (11:47:41 AM): it was the best i ever had
phoenixshinoda (11:47:51 AM): there were choruses and sing alongs
Scarlettears429 (11:48:03 AM): a night of spoken feelings
phoenixshinoda (11:48:15 AM): knowing that right now is all that matters
phoenixshinoda (11:48:43 AM): all those nights we stayed up talking
Scarlettears429 (11:48:52 AM): and listening to 80s songs
phoenixshinoda (11:49:35 AM): it still brings a smile to my face
phoenixshinoda (11:50:00 AM): i guess when it comes down to it...
Scarlettears429 (11:50:06 AM): being gorwn up
Scarlettears429 (11:50:13 AM): *grown
phoenixshinoda (11:50:27 AM): isn't half as fun as growing up
phoenixshinoda (11:50:54 AM): these are teh best days of our lives
Scarlettears429 (11:51:26 AM): the only thing that matters
phoenixshinoda (11:52:23 AM): is just following your heart and eventually we'll finally get it right
Scarlettears429 (11:52:42 AM): climbing biking and swimming pools
phoenixshinoda (11:52:50 AM): and trying to get hot cocoa
phoenixshinoda (11:53:24 AM): hanging out in the depo jsut to pass the time
Scarlettears429 (11:53:32 AM): the tall trees singing me to sleep
Scarlettears429 (11:53:45 AM): rising laughter at the campfire
phoenixshinoda (11:54:03 AM): illuminate the blackest nights
Scarlettears429 (11:54:22 AM): falling asleep under the moonlit sumer sky
Scarlettears429 (11:54:29 AM): glen haven 8205
Scarlettears429 (11:54:34 AM): it's time to say goodbye
phoenixshinoda (11:54:46 AM): get on the bus... it's time to go
Scarlettears429 (11:54:49 AM): being grown up
phoenixshinoda (11:55:05 AM): isn't half as fun as growing up
Scarlettears429 (11:55:30 AM): these are the best days of our lives
Scarlettears429 (11:55:34 AM): the only thing that matters
phoenixshinoda (11:55:49 AM): is just following our hearts and
Scarlettears429 (11:55:50 AM): and eventually we'll finally get it right
phoenixshinoda (11:55:51 AM): eventually
phoenixshinoda (11:55:53 AM): we'll
phoenixshinoda (11:55:56 AM): finally
phoenixshinoda (11:55:57 AM): gt
phoenixshinoda (11:55:58 AM): it
Scarlettears429 (11:56:00 AM): right

wow valentina and i r such dorks, but we're so cool! wow i still miss camp so much, the picture of all of us from senior bbq is still my comp back round. i miss our family.....and it won't ever b the same......no more brendan for one, and he juss was so much of it............

anyways, went to ireland, london, and new york, which was fun. hehe, got to make out w/ a super hot guy in ireland, that was fun.........ask me i'll tell u the full story. did a fair amount of shopping and getting stuff for school. i leave so soon.........4 weeks..........i'm excited, i have so much to do tho, so ya, i think i'm gonna end this entry for now, i'll try to write more later.


Thursday, July 14, 2005

i miss camp, so many good times, i love u guyz all so much. k12 '05 forever and always. no where in the world can u get 27 people who wouldn't b friends usually together and have them all love each other and care for one another unconditionally.

Here in this diary,

I write u visions of my summer.

It was the best I ever had.

There were choruses and sing-alongs,

A night of spoken feelings,

Knowing that right now is all that matters.

All those nights we stayed up talking,

And listening to 80’s songs.

Quoting lines from all those movies that we love.

It still brings a smile to my face.

I guess when it comes down to it…

 

Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up,

These are the best days of our lives.

The only thing that matters is just following our hearts,

And eventually we’ll finally get it right.

 

Climbing, biking, and swimming pools,

And trying to get hot coco.

Hanging out in the depot just to pass the time.

The tall trees singing me to sleep…

Rising laughter at the campfire,

Illuminates the blackest nights.

Falling asleep under the moonlit summer sky.

Glen Haven 8205, it’s time to say goodbye…

Get on the bus, it’s time to go.

 

Being grown up isn’t half as fun as growing up,

These are the best days of our lives.

The only thing that matters is just following our hearts,

And eventually we’ll finally get it right.

Eventually we’ll finally get it right…

if only i was still there......i miss u guyz, it won't b the same ever again. of the 27 of us only 14 or 16 'll b lucky enough to go bac......lol, juss don't forget, i'm the daring girl, remember! i'm the only one who'd go swimming in the creek w/ all u guyz. and omg was the creek cold. u could tell how cold i was too i miss all of u more than i can say....

anyways, i'm home now, but i leave on sunday. i've been busy, having lots of fun. starting to get all my stuff for school together, afte camp i'm so excited to b living w/ other people my age again. it's juss so much fun! anyways, i'll probaly update wen i come home from europe, mayb while i'm there, u never know.......


Tuesday, June 21, 2005

yay, schools out! now for my list of summer plans. here we go:

june 26th-july9th...KENNOLYN!!!!!

july 17th-july 30th...London, Ireland, London, New York w/ the family

august 8th-august 11th...painting my room/hanging out w/ jessily

august 12th...go up to band camp for the last day w/ jessily

also in august i'm gonna go stay w/ my friend ray from stevenson for a few days, and go to florida to visit my grandma for the weekend

september 5th...first day at school

and now for the summer to-do list:

paint room

take out carpeting in my room

rebuild my closets

reorganize all my stuff (cds, dresser, closets, chest of draws, desk, etc.)

work on my comp (get better speakers, fix music systems, reorganize/clean desk top, etc.)

get everything together for stevenson (adress book, change cell phone plan, buy everything i need, decide wat to leave behind and wat to take, pack)

and of course hang w/ all my friends!!!! this summer is all about relaxing u guyz, no one get stressed out, or else, i'm gonna like come and have to unstress u, and u know u don't want that hopefully everyone's gonna juss have a good summer and we'll all juss forget about all the stupid drama from the school year.  i juss wanna enjoy these next few months around here, and i won't let anything ruin that. lets all juss enjoy summer, after all summer is supose to b this carefree time. well i'll try to update as the summer goes along, but i dunno....ttys



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